What Do I Do?

To Thine Own Self Be True

Geesus Louisus Bread and Cheesus

2 weeks into school and i've already had to deal with smoke from a burning swamp, getting chased by the cops, a dead fish, an earthquake, and a hurricane... what the friggidy frick??? i dont think that this is a normal course of action... but on the bright side, i met a cutie already ;)

Gone in the Blink of an Eye

dang. i havent been here in a while. but dang do i got some stories and artistic frustrations that are just waiting 2 bust out

Just a Touch

Just a touch

Just to run my fingers through her hair and watch the sun ting the edges with pink and orange

Just to write a song about how I feel about life so far or at this moment, since it is going quite well presently

Just to lay together on the lawn chair wrapped up in each other watching the sun rise as it paints the sky with colors of wonder

Just to walk through the halls of my house and sing without a care in the world until my vocal chords erupt, and then sing some more with the hope of a second wind

Just to dance in the basement under the strung out Christmas lights, waving our neon glow sticks to the beat of Ellie Goulding’s sweet croon

Just to walk through that park and smell the sweet air in the middle all of the cold metal and watch the kids as they stare at the cherry blossoms with faces full of joy and hearts full of laughter

No.Strings.Attached.

makes life so much easier

[insert sigh of relief]

Awkwardly Pleasant

I just left you. But at least I got to see you at all. You didn’t really seem to give me the time of day, just a “hey! How are you!?”, but I can’t complain, because I did the same. Maybe you were feeling the same as I? not knowing how to handle the situation. Still, it’s just nice to be around you for a time, no matter how short.

So I was leavin’ where I was today and I had a moment about you. I just passed you in the hallway on my way out and I got those nerves again. I kept on and once in my truck I rolled through the feelings that had washed over me and tried to find some light and understanding in it all. Sadly though, I couldn’t. surely others have people that they feel like this about. It seems so childish holding back though. But then again, I like being on my own, not having anyone to answer to. I like being allowed to be selfish and do crazy things only singles can do. But I also like having someone to hold and touch and kiss.  That doesn’t mean I want to complete myself though, like find my other half, because honestly, I have felt pretty content and complete on my own; but only when I’m away from you. When I’m near you, I feel a hunger that only you have ever made me feel…. It’s weird, ya know?!?

Yet in the middle of my reveling… the most awkward song possible for this particular moment popped on

It's always been about me myself and I

If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted to be anybody's other half

I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last

That was the only way I knew to that you

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I can live without it, I can let it go

Ooh, I did, I get myself into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me

Do you feel the same?

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games

I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down

You can trust and never feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

Wooh Can I get myself into

You make we wanna say

I Love You

…. So…. Yeah…. That is basically how you make me feel….. ? Well Fudgekitten, sorry for the complication

Passionément

Just finished up my exams for the semester and my brain juices have run dry... SO instead of trying to force something out of my tail end, I thought I would share something that is some sort of genius.

I was driving down the highway with my iPod on shuffle and this wonderful piano melody started playing. So many emotions started flowing through my head at the same time. I had loved this song so much at one point that I had written a 14page thesis on it. It had so much truth and rawness that I can't even explain. So imma stop blabbing and let you watch this work of ear & eye candy.