Awkwardly Pleasant

I just left you. But at least I got to see you at all. You didn’t really seem to give me the time of day, just a “hey! How are you!?”, but I can’t complain, because I did the same. Maybe you were feeling the same as I? not knowing how to handle the situation. Still, it’s just nice to be around you for a time, no matter how short.

So I was leavin’ where I was today and I had a moment about you. I just passed you in the hallway on my way out and I got those nerves again. I kept on and once in my truck I rolled through the feelings that had washed over me and tried to find some light and understanding in it all. Sadly though, I couldn’t. surely others have people that they feel like this about. It seems so childish holding back though. But then again, I like being on my own, not having anyone to answer to. I like being allowed to be selfish and do crazy things only singles can do. But I also like having someone to hold and touch and kiss.  That doesn’t mean I want to complete myself though, like find my other half, because honestly, I have felt pretty content and complete on my own; but only when I’m away from you. When I’m near you, I feel a hunger that only you have ever made me feel…. It’s weird, ya know?!?

Yet in the middle of my reveling… the most awkward song possible for this particular moment popped on

It's always been about me myself and I

If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted to be anybody's other half

I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last

That was the only way I knew to that you

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I can live without it, I can let it go

Ooh, I did, I get myself into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me

Do you feel the same?

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games

I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down

You can trust and never feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

Wooh Can I get myself into

You make we wanna say

I Love You

…. So…. Yeah…. That is basically how you make me feel….. ? Well Fudgekitten, sorry for the complication